Today I touched your life with gloved hands your story in a few hundred pages your heartbreaks and handguns the worlds you hoped to build for yourself in that flurry of receipts and licenses your father's obituary the picture posed with your mom I imagined that day you signed over your son to someone else's care and every hour you bent over another child's hands as you taught him to play with bow and strings In the end this is each of us wrapped in paper ash, and loose change